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♥♥ With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Not far along?Hotmail Wednesday, August 26, 2009. i'm really in shock when my gf told me her dad passed away last Sunday morning....cos all of us tot he had recover n going back home soon....i cant help crying, tears cant stop falling...all seem not true...all seem like a dream. i just got to know my gf not long ago. i only met her dad once. he already gave me such impression tat he was gentle and kind. he and his wife were so loving at their age, im deeply impressed by their love, infact i was touched. To me, the kind of love they had are amazing. i never tot i can love like them.... i never go n help out on Sunday nor going to church, cos i think i better let them have some peace. and also becos im not ready to face anyone, i dun wish to go there crying infront of them wor....will make them feel awful...so i wait till monday.... i have been to the wake since monday helping out. uncle have alot of relatives, friends and customers tat show up. these again showed he is a good man, a well respected man. make me wonder, when i die, will there be such crowed at my funeral ma... although i just got to know them....but i felt i have to help, somehow. tonite i wanted to spend a nite at their place, cos im worry for them, my gf n her mum...i noe the last nite is the worst nite, it brings back the memory of my mum's funeral. the last nite i nev sleep a wink, never had eatern for days. i have totally lost my voice due to lack of sleep, food and weepings non stop....its the worst experience i had in my whole life, its even worst then the time i was being mentally n physically abuse....the lost of a love one...its great great tormenting experience... Dear PaPa God, pls help them~ pls gif them peace and comfort tat they need so badly now. pls heal them. In Jesus name i pray.Amen~ ღ♥ღ  . We all grieve differently Some grieve quietly Solemn in their grief not wanting To show their pain While some are loud Letting the pain out for all to see and then beginning The long battle of healing Some hold their grief in for so long That eventually it eats at them Causing them to misdirect it In different ways unknowingly pointing The pain of loss toward others not wanting of it or deserving When instead they should be letting go and moving on Grief is not a friend For it makes one angry, sad, exhausted, and confused Grief is an unwanted guest for it stays for a long, long, time Seemingly never wanting to leave Once in a while it will allow some peace but for only a brief time span It would rather curl it’s black tentacles around and keep you in it’s grip forever And then one day you realize you are starting to feel a little better As the seasons change so do we In time we shall heal You start to get back into your routine and realize grief is finally Packing up to end it’s long overstayed visit For it was a long process this visit from grief Each day gets a little better Keep on moving Stay busy One day, Grief is finally gone Until the next time it is required to visit again ღ♥ღ . Grief be mine, I ask you so, If not for you, I wouldn't know, How life once was and then be still, How so precious, that death do steal. Because that grief, won't go away, Learn to let it have its way. The link to love, a precious one, Is met with grief and still not done. The days do come, and nights do go, Grief will stay as time is so. And so a loved one passes on, And grief comes in and carries on. Does grief get better, I will ask, It's hard to say, while at its task. There is grief to help us cope, There is God to give us hope. Grief will surely go away, On that glorious heaven's day. But while its here, there's just one thing, Pray our Lord, for peace he'll bring. ღ♥ღ |
♥ Disclaimers ♥  ♥ Melodies Of Life ♥ ♥ Lyrics ♥ Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou? Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai) Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari Doko e iku no ni mo issho de Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de Bokura wa futari de otona ni natte kita Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai) Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo Boku ja nai hito no tonari de Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou? Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta) Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou? Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii) Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto Tada negatteru Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (tsurakutemo) ♥ English Lyrics ♥ Why did I end up falling for you? No matter how much time has passed, I thought that you would always be here But you have chosen a different road Why wasnt I able to convey to you? My feelings that were growing everyday and night The words begin to overflow But I know they wont reach you now From the first day that I met you I felt like I knew you And the two of us melded together so naturally Wherever we would go, it would be together It was so natural for you to be with me We became adults together But you chose a different road Why did I end up falling for you? No matter how much time has passed, I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore) Today, the day that holds a special meaning The day that you stood with a smile of happiness Praying to God in your beautiful appearance With the person next to you who isnt me The image of you receiving blessings How could I just stand aside and watch So why did I end up falling for you? We cant go back to that time, or how we were (Ive thought it through) Why wasnt I able to take your hand? No matter how much time passes You always shouldve been by my side Now it will never come true But, even though I say that I need you close to me I just pray that you will be happy forever No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad) ♥ Loves & Likes ♥ ♥ Candies ♥
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