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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Hotmail Sunday, March 15, 2009. I'll be having my lesson for my baptism today......it has begin, even before the lesson starts.... Saturday, i had a big fight wif my family, n i had fall out wif them. Plus, i quit my job, so i'm jobless now..... Plus, i had nite mares tat feel soo real..... Plus etc, etc etc......im feeling downnnnnnnn, all the way downnnnnnnn. I have been warn, tis will happen when i decide to get baptise de wor, i tot im well prepared....who knows its sooo unbearable.........feel like dying.....feel like end of the world........feel like not going to church.....BUT, tats wads tat bloody devil wants frm me wor!!! So i need to Jiayous~~ i wont gif in to devil de, i will fight u, u stupid devil!!! get lost n fuck off la!!! No matter wad u do, i wont gif in to u de, i know God is here for me. He will make everything better for me again ^^. "YOU! YOU STUPID DEVIL! YOU WILL NOT WIN!!! wahahaha." okok i sound nuts lor, but tats normal la kekeke. I feel much better ranting here le kekeke. Tomorrow will be a better day~~~ lalala~~~ can slack at home, play game whole day, then later then worry about job ba~~ lalalala~~~ ღ♥ღ ![]() |
♥ Disclaimers ♥ ![]() ♥ Melodies Of Life ♥ ♥ Lyrics ♥ Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou? Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai) Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari Doko e iku no ni mo issho de Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de Bokura wa futari de otona ni natte kita Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai) Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo Boku ja nai hito no tonari de Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou? Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta) Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou? Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii) Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto Tada negatteru Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (tsurakutemo) ♥ English Lyrics ♥ Why did I end up falling for you? No matter how much time has passed, I thought that you would always be here But you have chosen a different road Why wasnt I able to convey to you? My feelings that were growing everyday and night The words begin to overflow But I know they wont reach you now From the first day that I met you I felt like I knew you And the two of us melded together so naturally Wherever we would go, it would be together It was so natural for you to be with me We became adults together But you chose a different road Why did I end up falling for you? No matter how much time has passed, I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore) Today, the day that holds a special meaning The day that you stood with a smile of happiness Praying to God in your beautiful appearance With the person next to you who isnt me The image of you receiving blessings How could I just stand aside and watch So why did I end up falling for you? We cant go back to that time, or how we were (Ive thought it through) Why wasnt I able to take your hand? No matter how much time passes You always shouldve been by my side Now it will never come true But, even though I say that I need you close to me I just pray that you will be happy forever No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad) ♥ Loves & Likes ♥ ♥ Candies ♥
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